Light Infusion

Over the last several years, we’ve heard much about taking pills.  It began with the choice of a red or blue pill. Once discouragement set in, we saw others described as black pilled. More recently, someone has concocted a green pill manifesto that is so spiritually unsound it makes me nauseous. It seems to be time for a new proposal… no more pills.

Before reading further you might want to buckle up as what you are about to consider will cause major cognitive dissonance. I get it. It isn’t easy for me to write as I am still processing the understanding as well.  As warriors for truth who have covenanted to ‘live not by lies’ it is crucial that we evaluate the gift that every experience brings and glean the crucial lesson from it, no matter how difficult or uncomfortable.

1. A hard pill to swallow.
   When we think about being ‘pilled’, regardless of colour, what are we actually allowing? It means an external substance (or idea) is entering our body (or mind) to effect a permanent change.  We are taking on someone else’s paradigm and worldview and incorporating it into our own.  While this isn’t necessarily bad, if the new substance or paradigm is toxic in any way, we have just poisoned ourselves.  We must be very careful before swallowing a pill.
2. I’m yours, body and soul.
   For centuries, at least, we have been trapped in a body-soul paradigm.  The world says please your body. If it feels good, do it. Just do it. There is no consideration for consequences, or others, or even our own well being. This results in dopamine driven decisions, promiscuity and drugs, including everything from meth and opioids to sugar and caffeine. Many have turned to faith to quench their thirst for something more, only to be taught about soul. Academia also teaches about soul.  There are competing ‘treatments of pills’ for the soul. Soul refers to our mind, personality, identity and emotions. These treatments represent a battle for our minds and they play out as a tussle to dictate your identity. We see hundreds of religious doctrines and thousands of secular agendas all designed to ‘save our souls’ or ‘free our souls’ or ‘define our true self’. We question our identity, our sexuality, our faith, our gender… our sanity. All these pills are poisoning us under the guise of giving us direction and purpose.

Perhaps it’s time for something radically new and, paradoxically, as old as humanity itself. Instead of yet another pill, why not opt for a light infusion?

In April of 2020, President Donald Trump proposed a highly controversial light treatment to battle Coronavirus. The world mocked the suggestion, but he was spot on.  Light is a powerful disinfectant. We hear much about ascension, and who will be involved. What if the true ascension is from a horizontal, body-soul paradigm, to a vertical spirit paradigm?

Let’s talk about what a light infusion looks like.  I will speak from my own (admittedly whacky) experience as that is what I know best. However, I have had many confirmations and know that this experience is paralleled and will resonate with many. I am a devout woman of faith who despises religion and you will see my own presuppositions reflected in my experience.

Be still and know: Do a quick online bible search for “The word of the Lord came to…”  and look at all the results. My first recognizable evidence of a light infusion was a word of the Lord.  I was about to delete a new connection on social media and God clearly spoke to me saying: Don’t do that, stick by this one. He’s mine.

I nearly fell to my knees in my library.  Never before had I experienced such an event! I had no clue where this was going since this particular connection was in no way interested in God or anything that smacked of faith. God knew. I had no choice but to trust Him and walk in obedience.  Over the next several months, I received more words for this connection. They were practical and protective and not at all of me. They led to difficult, uncomfortable conversations that required much introspection. Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and those who love it will eat its fruits. Proverbs 18:21 

The words resulting from a light infusion are life changing.

Dreams and visions: “And it shall come to pass afterward, that I will pour out my Spirit on all flesh; your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, and your young men shall see visions.” Joel 2:28

When a light infusion started, I had dreams and visions.  My next steps were very clear, even if the interpretation of the visions was fuzzy.  I’ll share a few dreams and visions that have shaped my last several years.

A Spirit fire beach: My first vision was of myself and a friend on a beach, incredibly comfortable together. This was odd because I barely knew my friend at the time. After years of wondering, I finally have interpretation around this vision.  The beach looked strange, I always described it as orange, but like the sunset had overtaken the ocean.  I now realise it was on fire. Fire represents several things in visions and dreams including: unattended abilities, purification, refining through the Holy Spirit and is one of the most powerful forces in nature. You can read more about this here.

A shared dream: Nearly two years later, a friend and I had a shared dream… pretty powerful connection between two empaths. In the dream, I saw us riding along a gently winding road in a mountain range I didn’t recognize. There was no steering wheel.  We were perfectly safe and chatting happily.  The next day, my friend named the mountain range as one previously visited. I am very blessed to be surrounded by incredibly gifted people of faith.  I opened up to one of them about this dream last week. She interpreted that God was driving the car and that my friend and I were under His direction, but the mountains represented boundaries that we were not to cross. Full disclosure, we totally blew through those boundaries to our own detriment. I feel others need to know this to avoid the same misstep.

Prophetic dreams: One dream showed a friend at the end of a long corridor. The hall was dark at that end and there was a door that my friend repeatedly tried to open.  This person would begin to walk towards the lighted end, then turn back and try the door again.  After several attempts the door swooped up and out of the dream leaving no choice but to walk to the light.

Another dream showed a friend walking along a familiar river pulling a barge with a harness. My friend was so weary and wanted so much to just cut the load loose. The barge was loaded with stones… thousands of stones. Buried deep in the rubble was something shining brilliantly.  To lose the baggage was to lose that prize. Just this week, another bright light had visions all week. She the posted this meme:

Connection:

Excerpt from Wild ones by Nate Johnston

I looked at the man across the table at the coffee club in Mount Gravatt, Australia, and he looked back at me and said, “I know why you asked me to come here.”

“You do?” I replied, a little shocked thinking that I would have to explain myself.

Chris Harvey is a true revivalist, and at the time, he was doing what no one else was. He was such an odd mix of prophet, psalmist, and reformer, but you wouldn’t hear him say that about himself. “I just love Jesus,” he always said, but every time I hung around him, I felt somehow normal or understood. It was 2007 and I hadn’t figured out my calling yet. All I knew was that I was hungry for God and needed guidance desperately.

“You need someone like you to learn from, don’t you?” I just nodded in reply and eased into my chair, realising in that moment God had set this up!

So many of us are wounded warriors.  We know we are different. We know that we click together with others like powerful magnets, but that those others are few and far between.  We know that when we find someone we connect with we crave interaction since we *finally* feel normal or understood. A recent ‘divine download’ clarified an understanding I have had for several years. I see people as lights. The lights are different colours- 7 different colours according to the spectrum. Lights of the same colour are connected via filaments. I am a white light and my closest connections are white and yellow lights. My husband is a red light. When we hear things about “soulless NPC’s” It isn’t about soul… they carry no light.  Those who have stepped into their Holy Spirit anointing shine brightly.  In consult with others who have this same gift of ‘seeing’, I am beginning to discern the meaning of the colours. It is related to our giftings and how we work together to build the Kingdom. The problem presents when we operate in our gift from a wounded place.  Our wounds will pervert or twist our anointing and our light will change hue, or flicker out entirely.

Let no one deceive you with empty words, for because of these things the wrath of God comes upon the sons of disobedience. Therefore do not become partners with them; for at one time you were darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Walk as children of light (for the fruit of light is found in all that is good and right and true), and try to discern what is pleasing to the Lord. Take no part in the unfruitful works of darkness, but instead expose them.  Ephesians 5: 6-11

I personally believe there’s a measure of truth in most things as Evil doesn’t usually straight up lie, but rather muddies and twists the truth. So when the Buddhists speak of astral planes and the New Agers speak of auras, I suspect the lights I am speaking of are the true and whole Holy Spirit version of what they describe. When my friends talk about cannabinoids, crystals and metals I now understand the problem.  These substances represent a measure of human control trying to force spiritual outcomes via physical means.  It is unholy, unrighteous and ungodly.

Before we go, let’s take a critical look at the pill we are now asked to swallow.  

1. It is attributed to the intergalactic Ashtar command.  This is not of God.  It in no way honors God. They do not acknowledge God, Jesus Christ or the Holy Spirit. I remember reading something somewhere about ‘spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places’. 
2. Focus in on the ‘Spirit’ column.  My next article will address each item in this column by grouping (demonic, physical/temporal, nonsense). For now, really look at each line. Remember, Christ consciousness has absolutely nothing to do with Jesus Christ. There is not a single item of spirit in this column other than ‘spiritual growth’ which is too vague to be useful.
3. Look at the Secure column. Most of these items are misplaced. They belong in the body column. Solar power has naught to do with the power of my mind. This column *should* detail ways to nourish and strengthen one’s soul.  Tiny homes are simply not a helpful weapon in a spiritual war where the enemy seeks to dictate your identity.
4. The body column… altering one’s physical state through physical means to force a spiritual outcome is rather dangerous. Drumming, chanting, yoga, mind altering substances and isolation are all used by darkness to trap the soul and diminish the spirit. These are the very weapons of the enemy we fight, and we are being told to embrace their weapons? No. We armour up against such weapons.

Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might. Put on the whole armour of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. Therefore take up the whole armour of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand firm. 

Stand therefore, having fastened on the belt of truth, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness, and, as shoes for your feet, having put on the readiness given by the gospel of peace. In all circumstances take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming darts of the evil one; and take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God, praying at all times in the Spirit, with all prayer and supplication. To that end, keep alert with all perseverance, making supplication for all the saints, and also for me, that words may be given to me in opening my mouth boldly to proclaim the mystery of the gospel, for which I am an ambassador in chains, that I may declare it boldly, as I ought to speak. Ephesians 6: 10-20

5. The power of the people… sure. No problem there. 

The fact is, groups are asking us to buy into a horizontal, low vibe axis that will only lead to a recreation of what we have fought so hard to leave. These groups have not received a light infusion, so all they can offer is yet another toxic pill of spiritually unsound deception.  Many have been so dimmed by religion that they mistake such a pill for Ruach Hakodesh. Blasphemy of the highest order.

Please, put down the pills and choose the light infusion.